this is my life...

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Finally it is the last night I have to find something to occupy myself with. I feel very tired and sleepy but yet I don't feel like going to sleep. It is just not the same these few nights. I am unusually tired and I cannot get much quality sleep. I always end up waking up way before I have to and then keep waking up at ten minute intervals till it is almost time for me to wake up that I fall back into a proper sleep just to be forced to wake up again. I think I woke up to Brahms' clarinet sonata in E flat major on Friday morning. The clarinettist had a really good tone. I wish I could play it in the same way but if I do, I think I would not want to study any more.

Anyway, the past few days had not been too good for my fingers. I had a deep cut that refused to stop bleeding on Thursday which I found out only after getting irritated by the sticky feeling of my blood, two cut on another finger on Friday which luckily did not bleed and a big, unusual chip on my nail that I discovered this morning. I wonder why all of these are happening so close to each other. It is too much of a coincidence to be a coincidence.

Tomorrow will be a long day again. I hope I can force myself to sleep earlier tonight.

ChenghuaT blogged on 5/24/2008 10:50:00 pm
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Thursday, May 22, 2008

First time since nearly two years it has been like this. I am able to cope. And I realised that I almost forgot about something very important. Luckily I thought about it in time, though it may be me subconsciously reminding myself about it. The last few weeks have been real hectic, especially last week even though there was a Vesak day public holiday which wasn't really a holiday.

I started going swimming again quite recently. Quite rusty at first, but slowly I'm getting back some of what I used to have. Maybe I should go cycling tomorrow or on Saturday so that my body doesn't degenerate.

There are still a million things that need my attention. Sometimes it is really difficult trying to communicate through sms-es, emails and now even facebook. I think I would prefer the old times where people would meet up face to face to discuss and settle things. Mobile phones and computers are just to reach out to people when it is really urgent or for some other reasons that I refuse to state here.

No more long arguments or anything of that sort for now. I have decided to sleep earlier tonight so I'm going to settle everything that needs to be settled before I retreat to the comfort of my bed.

ChenghuaT blogged on 5/22/2008 08:39:00 pm
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Saturday, May 03, 2008

Lots of things going on recently. Last night was the first night I managed to catch up on some of the sleep that I have been lacking for the past two weeks though it wasn't really much. Work was like a live firing range yesterday. Ammo of all shapes and sizes came flying from all directions as early as 9 am. I don't know how I managed but thankfully I'm still alive.

Friday was also the first time I went swimming after a long long time, discounting the last time in February where I merely swam a few laps of a small pool. It was really tiring, having not used those muscles in years. Anyway, it was quite a good place to swim in as I had nearly the whole pool to myself.

I really cannot stand it when people are unhappy with something but do not come to tell you but instead tell someone else whom would create a huge fuss over a small matter and cause the world to turn upside down. If you're unhappy with something, come tell me straight in my face. Perhaps there are many more reasons I am doing things that way than you can imagine.

I had one of the best afternoons in my life. Thank you very much. Maybe it didn't really seem special but it really made my day.

VJCSB is bringing Majestia to the Esplanade Concert Hall on Wednesday, 21st May 2008, 1930 hrs (if I remember correctly). The repertoire includes Star Wars Trilogy, The Immovable Do, Machu Pichu and more. Come support! Thanks!

ChenghuaT blogged on 5/03/2008 06:38:00 pm
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