Saturday, May 24, 2008
Finally it is the last night I have to find something to occupy myself with. I feel very tired and sleepy but yet I don't feel like going to sleep. It is just not the same these few nights. I am unusually tired and I cannot get much quality sleep. I always end up waking up way before I have to and then keep waking up at ten minute intervals till it is almost time for me to wake up that I fall back into a proper sleep just to be forced to wake up again. I think I woke up to Brahms' clarinet sonata in E flat major on Friday morning. The clarinettist had a really good tone. I wish I could play it in the same way but if I do, I think I would not want to study any more. Anyway, the past few days had not been too good for my fingers. I had a deep cut that refused to stop bleeding on Thursday which I found out only after getting irritated by the sticky feeling of my blood, two cut on another finger on Friday which luckily did not bleed and a big, unusual chip on my nail that I discovered this morning. I wonder why all of these are happening so close to each other. It is too much of a coincidence to be a coincidence.
Tomorrow will be a long day again. I hope I can force myself to sleep earlier tonight.
ChenghuaT blogged on 5/24/2008 10:50:00 pm
