this is my life...

Monday, June 20, 2005

Motto of the week: Never voluntarily help and help only if it is called for. I have came up with this because of the experiences I have had over the week. People no longer seem to be as willing to accept help and the only reason I can think of that causes this phenomena is that people see help provided when it is uncalled for as a form of putting someone down and trying to show off one's superoirty rather than an act of genuine kindness. I will now think twice before offering help to anyone without them asking for it in the first place.

Moving on to my studies, I have finally started on Economics. This is quite a great improvement. I have to start on my Mathematics as well and start trying out the past year papers that I have bought long ago.

This is enough for today.

ChenghuaT blogged on 6/20/2005 11:51:00 pm
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This is so saddening. I have to change my "wife" from a Buffet 1193 to a Selmer (don't know what model). It's my first time trying a Selmer and think I never want to play a Semler again but I wouldn't have the choice. One big difference was the neck. The angle was quite different from my ex's and I'm not used to it. Well, try not to think too much about what I am going to say next. Some of the (key)holes are leaking. The tone isn't very nice but it might be due to the leaks and the holes which are not opened enough. Maybe it's because I am not used to the sound yet.

Anyone can lend me a Buffet 1193 for slightly more than a month? I'm desperate.

ChenghuaT blogged on 6/20/2005 12:29:00 am
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Thursday, June 16, 2005

I am so bored. There is only one thing I'm supposed to do now and I really do not wish to do it but if I do not study, I will definitely fail all my papers. I have only started on around 3 chapters of Chemistry. There is still a whole load more to go, not counting Mathematics, Physics, Economics and Chinese.

I cannot belive that today is the first time during this school holidays that I am at home at this time. If I do not remember wrongly, I have never been at home at this hour at all. Every day has been going to school, but not to study.

Somebody motivate me to study.

ChenghuaT blogged on 6/16/2005 10:50:00 am
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Tuesday, June 07, 2005

I suppose it is time to update a little on what has been happening. Right now I cannot remember most of the things that has taken place so I'll just write all that I can remember.

I had this speak with PANACHE workshop yesterday when it was band investiture. Somehow, all my programmes like to clash with each other in such a way that when I am going to be busy, I will be very busy, and when I am going to be free, I will be so free that I cannot find anything better to do. Anyway, the speak with panache workshop was quite useful, it made me realise and be more aware of the way I am supposed to speak and the common things people do that cause the standard of their speech presentation to be lowered.

Strangely enough, I did not take a single picture while at the chalet last night. I was planning to take some pictures but ended up not taking any. Other than the bowling bit, I feel that the programme was quite fun. I did not go with the rest to bowl because I sent Shaun, Charissa and Elinor out to the bus stop and ended up being the only person left in the chalet other than a couple. Being a nice person, I decided not to disturb them and I went out to sit at the seaside alone. Well, it was quite boring to sit there for more than an hour but listening to the waves break was really very relaxing.

When all of them finally came back from the bowling alley, a small group of us went to send Xiu Yu home. After cycling around for quite some time, we were on our way back to the chalet where we met another group of people. We ended up cycling to the end of east coast park (the Changi end). The last quarter of the route we completed was almost in total darkness. There were no lamps, just some light from the buildings on our left at times and quite a long stretch of it was just dense vegetation on both sides with no light at all. I suppose we spent around half an hour walking that stretch of darkness before ending up outside the Tanah Merah SAFRA resort. It was quite an experience to walk in the dark. I don't think I will ever get the chance to do it again in the near future. Even if I get the chance to do so, I wouldn't dare to go alone. I really enjoyed the walk and the cycling but now my butt is very pain.

I'll stop here for now. I'm getting quite tired already.

ChenghuaT blogged on 6/07/2005 08:56:00 pm
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