Actually it is not really useful updating this place anymore. I don't have the slightest idea who comes. Probably I'll shift again.

Why are humans created such that once an easier method of doing something is discovered, it is so difficult to revert back to the old one?; when a new way of deriving satisfaction is found, it is so hard not to live without it?

Chew on brown stuff.

Now that it is all over, I once again find myself having too much time to do the things I do not want to do. Everyone seems so caught up with whatever they have to do. I really hate it when the rest of the world seems so busy with everything else. I want terribly to return back to last year.

As some brilliant scientist said that whatever that goes up must come down, I say that whatever that goes in must come out. I just hope that this need not be my sole means of output or I would be better off living in a world of my own. A world of my imagination.

I don't know how much longer this will continue to last nor how much longer I will be able to take it. I want a break. I want a retreat. I need something that I have been seriously lacking since last Saturday evening. It is so painful just to carry on like this and see everything happen, feeling absolutely helpless and powerless.

How long does it take for 11 more days to pass?I hope then it will be even better than last year.

It is so uncomprehensible. The spine chilling cold, the intolerable heat, the painful solitude and finally the unwilling departure.