Many many things have taken place since the last time I seriously wrote a long post about anything. Some may be significant while others may be things I do not wish to remember, some may have meant a lot to me but lost its significance after such a long time. I no longer know how I should go about writing this post nor what it should contain. For such a long time I have been living in a totally different world where there were the extremes of good and bad, happiness and sadness, excitement and disappointment and what not. I wonder if I would be able to adapt back to a normal life. I guess it shouldn't be much of a problem since I am already being as vague as I used to be. I may not even know what I'm referring to five years later when I look back at this post.

Today was quite an enjoyable day on the whole. Many things that did not go right eventually turned out fine and sometimes even better than I expected. Of course there were some things that I thought would be not a problem that became my worst nightmare. (Probably I'll have even worse nightmares in the future, but it's by far my worst.) But I'll say that recent happenings have sort of prepared me to deal with this outcome though I have only the slightest idea of what may come next. I will have to redo my schedule and find something that fits me soon or I'd be wasting my whole life. I'm wondering if things like these would make one stronger or discourage one even more.

Anyway, I feel like doing some sales (selling items) but I do not know what I want to sell yet. I would greatly appreciate if some cool ideas magically appear on the tagboard. I realise that it has been quite dead since a few days after it was last revived.

My brain is tired after not being put to such use since I graduated from JC. It would be pointless for me to write any more tonight. I shall continue another time.