It might very well be a cycle. If it is so, I hope that there wont be many more of such cycles. Actually it may not be as bad as the worst can get. It may be a good time to start learning a new skill which might prove to be very useful in the future. I wonder if playing the same music again in future would be a good idea. Given that my memory is so bad, I think that it may feel as though it is my first time playing it.

I want my own.