Wednesday, January 03, 2007
2007 hasn't been a pleasant year so far. I know that there were some things that went right yesterday, but when everything else that could go wrong goes wrong, then I suppose they cancel out all the happiness and excitement that arose from the things that went right. Today isn't much better either. Going to work to find out that somehow, the positions had been reshuffled, making every position as detestable to be in as the other. Anyway, I don't think I want to spend the remaining of what is left of my 2 years doing the thing I did today. It was horrible. Sitting there, waiting for time to pass, waiting for lunch, waiting for the clock to move, waiting for someone to come tell me that an audition date has been fixed, waiting to be posted out into central band and maybe even waiting to die. It's pure mental torture. I do not know what else to say. So many things have not been what it used to be. It is really depressing that while everyone seems to be celebrating and enjoying the arrival of 2007, I am living my worst nightmare. I don't know how much longer this will last but I hope that I will last longer than this series of unpleasant events.
I hope that the first day of school had been enjoyable, or at least interesting for those who have to attend school. I am terribly missing 2 essentials.
ChenghuaT blogged on 1/03/2007 06:20:00 pm
