My English is becoming quite bad. I have so many mistakes in expressing ideas. I should start reading the newspapers again and more books but I don't think I'll ever touch Harry Potter. The thickness of the book just puts me off. I shall not comment any more just to be sure that I do not get sued for defamation. I feel that all these is crap. Why can't we express our views on online blogs? It is not that we are discouraging anyone from staying away from something. It is only our personal views on the things that go on. Anyway, I thought that we are supposed to have the freedom of speech?

I wonder if I will have any access to the internet or even a computer when I'm in Holland. I do not really bother about missing out on all the lessons in school other than for Mathematics. Everything else I think I can easily catch up with (hopefully I can). I think I will miss band more than school. Anyway, I have not informed everyone that I will be away.

I am really looking forward to World Music Contest but the band's playing is not really up to any standard yet. I feel that most of us are still very relaxed, thinking that it is only another rehearsal. Nobody seems to be putting the extra effort to practice their parts so that they can play their parts properly. I quite miss the times where I can sit down and practice with my friends.

I'll be leaving tomorrow evening. I wonder what I can do on the plane. I hope I won't be bored to death. Using the phone on board the plane is not allowed. I wonder how I am going to survive the 20 hours on the same plane. Luckily Baoying is lending me her mp3 player. I am very grateful.

I have to stop here for now. My parents are forcing me to pack my luggage already.