I guess my expectation for the band is very high, especially for the clarinet section. I was rather disappointed with the clarinet section at first, but I made it that I had expected too much out of them.

School resumed yesterday and I don't remember dreading going to school as much as I dreaded going to school yesterday. Maybe I still cannot fit into the school. I don't feel much sense of belonging although there are a few people whom I can talk to with ease.

I couldn't concentrate for most of yesterday. Band practice was quite a disaster for me. I found myself looking at the wrong line and playing the wrong things and even not coming in when I am supposed to. I think that was the worst band practice I have ever had in my life. Playing the wrong thing is definitely worse than getting lost while sight reading a piece of music.

I have nothing much to say right now. All the best to those who are getting their 'A' level results tomorrow.