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Tuesday, December 14, 2004

I feel very empty right now. It's like someone has come and cut off a huge chunk of flesh from me and threw it into somewhere where I can no longer retrieve it. There's not much people I can talk to. Nobody would understand. Well, maybe a handful would, but most people would never ever understand the feeling.

I am very tired today. I think I should spend more time resting. I couldn't fully concentrate during band practice today even though I tried my best. I could not help it. I'm very sorry for not being able to concentrate because I was too tired. I couldn't even count rests properly even though I was able to do so for the same pieces yesterday. I feel very bad.

I am going to sleep by 11 pm tonight. I need the rest. I still have a very long week ahead. Kelvin wants me to go for Mus' Art's band practice this Thursday night. I do not know if I will be able to make it. I have a feeling that I will fall sick soon. I still have a concert this Saturday.

I will stop here. I am still feeling very empty.

ChenghuaT blogged on 12/14/2004 08:04:00 pm

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