The thought of having six papers squeezed into three days really scare me. How I wish I can escape from reality now. Geography paper 2 and Physics paper 1 and 2 on Wednesday, Additional Mathematics paper 2 on Thursday and Chemistry paper 1 and 2 on Friday. Maybe I should seek comfort in it, thinking that it will soon be all over, even before I have time to react.

This is somehow what I feel of the 'O' levels so far. I did not really prepare for it; I am not ready for it but it just gets thrown at me and forced onto me. I want another year to prepare. I want to just retake the whole examinations. I cannot forgive myself for making mistakes that are not supposed to be made.

I'm dead tired now. Maybe it's due to not being active enough over the past month. I think I really need to do more exercise before my fitness starts falling.

I don't know what I is going through my mind now. Can anyone listen?