Just as I thought I could finally have a day where I can come home earlier, have some rest and relax a little, I am now hoping so much that I have arranged for a tuition session tonight. I would rather tire myself even more than to listen to the endless things my father has to say. It seems as though everything I do is never right in his eyes. I have had my fair share of studying for tests and going for tuition classes for this week already. The least I deserve is some time to relax a little, in peace.

School started off with the Geography test. The first question was already enough to get brains cracking-"Define a population pyramid". This test is slightly different from the rest in a sense that the mark allocations are rather little. The maximum marks for a sub-question is only 4 marks. For the previous tests, the maximum mark was around 6 to 8. I did not have sufficient time to complete the paper. Lessons followed as per normal. There is nothing much that I want to bring up.

Today I took the tuba section for sectional. On the whole, I think that it has been rather unproductive. Always, there will be someone playing the wrong thing and we will go back to the beginning again. I guess it is the same for every other section. It has been a long time since I took a section that can get everything close to perfect, doing the impossible.

I got back my Chemistry test paper and Mathematics test paper today. Both were quite a disappointment. I scored 33/40 for Chemistry and 19.5/30 for Mathematics. Is this the result of being too relaxed or am I too stressed up? I suppose I should spend less time on the computer, rest more, and study more.

I have just discovered today, that my new seat in class is actually the same as somebody's seat. I think it is quite a coincidence to be at the same seat, but maybe it is only a temporary seat. I have no idea what I am saying here.

My life is now orbiting round a ever-tightening circle. Nothing seems to matter much to me anymore, at least not for more than a few hours. I can have something go very wrong and still continue as though it has not happened at all as long as I am no longer doing something related to the problem.

I am going to end with my short-term target, which is to sleep by 10pm tonight.